Paparazzi

I love this song.

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar you know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind, but i won't stop until that boy is mine,
Baby you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi

Boo. Well, that was a little off topic from what I wanted to blog about.
I haven't been updating for awhile (as Legendary pointed out). I wonder where my love for blogging and writing went? I hoped that I'd update my blog consistently, and that I wouldn't lose the flame...Oh well, it isn't too late to get back on track.

So I read Paul's blog "Three Musketeers" and I barfed a little. I mean really? Think of your past relationships, you do NOT want a princess-servant type of relationship. Stop ignoring my advice. I don't want to hear you saying "Oh my goodness I do everything and she does nothing" AGAIN! You need to go for the mature ones, and you know it. I do not approve. Well you can just ignore me on this one, and the next time you're really against something I'm doing I'll have that blank check in hand.

And stop writing about girls. You sound desperate.

Well besides that, I loved reading everyone else's blog posts :)

And I got my new computer today! Actually, I woke up to my mom saying "JOANNE your computer is here". It made me very happy, but I was pretty groggy while setting up the computer.

I love it. It's so new, so fast, so pretty, so cool, so clean. I wonder how long that'll last, but hopefully I'll be able to keep this computer safe. It's like getting that shiny new toy, I guess. You anticipate it, go crazy for it, can't stop thinking about it and once you have it in your hands it loses its value. How can I stop myself from that type of fickleness?

Real love > the chase.

i love you guys

for the best birthday weekend ever.

Even though on Thursday my trusty four-year old computer died (sigh), Friday and Saturday more than just made-up for everything and anything bad that ever happened the past week.

So here's just a little something for you guys:


Dear Friends,

Thank you. You guys are lovely, sweet, cute, funny and awesome. I loved the kpop Birthday card (only if it were true), hello kitty balloon + framed memories, cupcakes, roses, red velvet cake, donuts (trying to make me fat or something?! haha), BANANA NUT MUFFINS, fudge brownies, resistance, and all the birthday wishes!


And the surprise party. You guys are good... Eh, I guess kudos to Michelle, not for almost giving the surprise away but for her effort. And damn paul, you are a good liar. I keep thinking about on Friday when I asked you "Are you and Michelle planning something?!" and your response was so nonchalant. Anyway, you guys are the best. Rachel and I were very happy and it makes us (? haha) smile whenever we think about it.

You guys help me to reflect.

Thank you

Where's my sun?

Yesterday, Lucy and I shared a fun conversation.
Topic? Boys, of course.

I want to share with you what this funny, down-to-earth girl said:

kabamitslucy (12:07:30 AM): whatever you're doing with that boy
kabamitslucy (12:07:38 AM): is what you're doing with someone else's husband.

I guess this is true, to a certain extent. BUT, whatever happened to high school sweethearts? Am I dwelling in the past? I mean I totally agree to what Lucy said. Though it is a little depressing and cynical.

I want to prove this girl wrong, and I have less than one year to do it! Hahahahehehe.

Stunning

oh no

I ordered more urban outfitters clothes online. Uh oh.

Well, the "$75 and over FREE SHIPPING" deal was ending!......

I know.

I have a problem.
I have a problem.
I have a problem.
I have a problem.
I have a problem.

Enough of that.

I'm sure Paul, Rachel and Edwin experienced a very unique and thrilling Monday.
Well, aren't we all in a series of unfortunate events?
At first, my day was lovely:
-I wore a fur jacket to school, warm warm warm.
-Went out to Ralphs for Lunch with Michelle Park.
-Paul, Edwin and I went to TUTTI FRUTTI afterschool to get some delicious froyo.
-My dad picked me up, and he bought us IN N OUT. Yummy, great.

And it was good.

It all started when I went to deposit some cash into my checking account. Long story short, the ATM ate my Benjamin.

If I don't see the transaction show up in my online banking account tomorrow, things will get ugly!

the sun will always rise

A sunflower moves in response to the location of the sun--heliotropism. 

When the sun goes down, the sunflower bows its head and gradually turns eastward in anticipation of the rising sun.

I like to think of people as sunflowers. We all have something--whether that may be a person, an object, or a feeling--that we derive our energy from. All of us have a personal sun.

Now when our suns go down, I guess we bow our heads too. We search for direction, we anticipate the sun, and at some point we just give up. But just remember, the sun will always rise in the morning.

I love sunflowers.

/EDIT: I saw a sunflower today, hence this random post.